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Thursday, July 13, 2006

talking to you has become a chore now.
i'm sick of it.





















your abrupt appearance in my life created a stir of confusion.
admittedly, i'm the one at fault.
i didnt want to mislead you into anything deeper.
but i guess that very intention caused you to descend deeper unknowingly.
i gave the wrong signals.
i did the wrong things.
i didnt do things that i ought to.
i am the conceited one.
i'm really remorseful of the sorrow i've inflicted in you.
i didnt know that my presence was so significant to you.
or rather, i knew.
but i chose not to be credulous.
when i heard the song and saw the presentation you've done for me, it touched me deeply.
i was left speechless.
but it isnt right to accept you just because i'm touched by your actions.
i'm aware that apologies are pointless.
those wouldnt alleviate the hurt that's excruciating.
but i want you to know i really appreciate every single thing you've done for me.
i've never regretted knowing you.
please, dont wait for me.
i'm not the one who's able to bring you happiness.
you deserve someone better.
someone who loves you as much as you love her.
yes i know saying this wouldnt make things better.
but i cant do it.
i really cant.
i'm sorry.

take me with you
9:53 PM


Thoughts

Everytime your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts?
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times


Her

elizabeth; TheRoyal
since 1987
meridian jc. ntu (spms)
ntu hall 8; khalanx
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